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Illusions & Iterations

by The Peregrine Effect

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1.
Ashes II 04:34
I’m the overcast sky, I’m the orange ball At least one night a week I am nothing at all I’m the title i’m the deed I’m the red brick wall I’m the house that I grew up in I’m the tiled kitchen floor I am lost, I am lonely in a shopping mall But my heart gets pumping when I hear you call The old man once told me I’d be six feet tall I’m still waiting on that one inch more You’re my truth, you’re my light, you’re my wonderwall I get knocked down, but I get up again and THEN I fall Through corruption, through insanity, throw me a ball I’m defiant but I'm also just a brick in the wall I learned to walk before I could crawl I’m a self-fulfilling prophecy and ripe for a fall I practice every day on my way to the wall This is how you get to Carnegie Hall I’m carol Kaye I’m Brian Eno, I am Lou Reed’s drawl (this is how you get to Carnegie Hall) I won’t stop until I take all my meals through a straw (this is how you get to Carnegie Hall) I’m my father's lungs, I’m his broken fall (this is how you get to Carnegie Hall) I’m his second heart attack and nothing more (this is how you getto Carnegie Hall) My father told me I’d be six feet tall (this is how you get to Carnegie Hall) I’m still waiting on that one inch more (this is how you get to Carnegie Hall)
2.
I can't sleep when I'm stressed, I can't think when I'm happy: paralysed by the everyday, but sometimes things just go away I can't deal with the past. The future's got me losing my hair; for my heart I take an aspirin every day, but sometimes things just go away I'm not alone in my angst, but academia's too far out of reach and it's too late for me to go back to school anyway, and finally everything goes away No-one feels bad anymore! We exist in a state of great bliss! Because deep down we know we deserve it, and it doesn't get better than this!
3.
Sorry Party 03:47
somewhere someone's always telling me what to do the clouds are looking slate-like, blue and grey i can see the sign from two blocks away; snowfall wouldn't surprise me today the mission isn't over until the final fall -- let's take this sorry party to the wall let's take this sorry party where no one's gone before, we'll crowd up all the echoing streets i'll take my time, apologise, and stumble to my feet my own sorry party's in defeat as i face the blizzard may i never come to harm when every night i return into your arms i can see the sign from two blocks, alright never seems to help me sleep at night i'll get my coat, forget my hat and fall down in the street my own sorry party's in defeat in the face of all the evidence i believe i'm safe from harm when every night i return into your arms and me, i'm gonna tell you one thing even though i know you're gonna hear another but i don't care i don't care since when did you become the keeper of your brother? you're waiting for me there when i walk in the bar alone you're waiting for me when i get home god. dammit. you're there, and i cannot get enough but if i'm very lucky you're gone when i wake up
4.
No, we're doing OK, you and I. Yeah, you can stay, that's fine. No, there's nothing to forgive, unless you think I should forgive myself. No, I've just got something in my eye. Yeah, there's no "probably", you were right. (I went out walking on a Sunday afternoon in autumn; wolves and bears, I'm not afraid - their allegiances, I bought 'em. Not concerned with redemption, not concerned with wrong and right. The morning's just a dull invention as I walk into the night) I navigate by the stars; when it's cloudy I'm tuned to slight changing altitudes No longer concerned with what was, when the night air moves me (one day to conclude me)

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Four versions of four songs, largely recorded in the spare room that looks out on the alley, some parts recorded at the Superior Street Center for the Arts - mostly the vocals, because I felt awkward recording them at home. I played all the instruments and programmed the drum machine. I mixed everything then sent it to Collin Jordan at The Boiler Room for mastering. I reserve the right to adjust arrangements, re-record, re-mix or otherwise create alternate versions of all songs depending on my mood and/or ability to perform the songs live. Please don't consider these "definitive" or a benchmark to compare performances against, music shouldn't work that way.

I made Donated To Silence the featured track but I'd respect you more if you started with Ashes II.

Mike Bibby has been teaching me how to sing, but don't take these performances as a judgement of his ability as a teacher.

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released May 7, 2021

All songs written, performed and recorded by Tom Urwin
Mastered by Collin Jordan at The Boiler Room, Chicago - www.brmastering.com
Artwork by Ben Rowny

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The Peregrine Effect Chicago, Illinois

Why I don't have a band.

Sad, angry guitar songs; the happier ones are usually about death.

All recordings are a reluctant compromise; I want to sing directly to your face in a sweaty basement.
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